Y’all, I am very tried, and stressed. My schedule changed for what I thought was for good. It was earlier than usual, but it was consistent, which made all the difference. Needles to say my sleep pattern, my eating habits have gone to heck…again. Now there’s talk of making more changes.
My creativity has bounced up and down so much that it has upset me. I like to keep something going, and I’m not. I feel like I got mauled by chaos. That does not mean I gave up, or giving up.
It means I need to get myself back into writing, which is something not only that I love to do, but is a positive force in my life. I can’t lose the one thing that makes my days brighter.
My emotions are all over the place, as I am frustrated, sad, anxious, and nervous about getting creative endeavors done. It’s like a crisis before the actual work gets done (pre-crisis?). So now that I have a moment, I need to relax, breathe, and put together a realistic plan.
First, I’m blogging. Second, I need a sharper plan to execute creative goals. I intend to complete some projects, and put some on hold. I don’t want to put them on hold, but I know everything can’t and won’t be done. I have to see some tangible results before the end of the year.
Happy creative endeavors.